I solemnly swear that I'll make an effort.
I swear to not uploading half hearted attempts at this thing we call "art."
To try and to practice.
To experiment and to follow through with ideas.

I've filled two sketchbooks with ideas and experiments, and I can see some slight improvement. I've researched artists and finally developed a style I feel comfortable with. I need far more practice, obviously, ahaha. But I'm getting somewhere.

I've been doing more writing, than drawing. I've been doing more drawing than photography. But I'm going to try and get out and do some photography. I've missed it. I want a polaroid camera. I want to get back to basics in the summer "sun" and just take pictures of what I'm seeing. But, I'm lazy.


So yeah. I'm going to try and start again, with the enthusiasm I first had when I didn't realise how god awful and lazy I was at everything. I'd create a new dA account (I swear to God I have no idea what I was thinking when I named this) but I'm so used to typing out my name....(and I actually have some faves on here!)

TL;DR Another blog to say I'm lazy but I promise I'll up date.

>>>OTHER NEWS! My art has been used somewhere!! Woo It wasn't actual work, and it was for a friend, but it's still nice to go onto the internet and think 'wow, someone is showing other people /my/ work!' Plus, its a shameless plug for my friend to!
{WWW.LOSTMYWAY.ORG}
Check it out, its an amazingly funny blog, with some amazingly super resourceful resources such as textures, brushes, emoticons etc. And see if you can see one of my photographs in the layout

Well this has been a long and boring blog. S'laters.

I was already for a horrible attempt at a come back, with some digital artwork (who wants to donate me some photoshop cs4? I miss pressure sensitivity. GIMP + Wacom Bamboo = zilch), but my computer decided to get infected and I've lost everything.

I need to get out with my camera more often.
I really want to get into street photography.
I'm just to lazy.


Also, someone give me the money for the sims 3 and a new computer.
Please.

I've been none existent for months.
Simply because I have no updates!
All the art I do is disgraceful, and
all of my photography could be done by a 4 year old.
And I'm not having an amazing time recently.
So yeah.
Maybe after I get off my tits on prescription pills, inspiration will strike.
I doubt it.

It's approximately (as I cannot count) 6 days till my birthday.
Which means round about a week till I get my tablet.
It better work with my computer. Seriously. Nothing ever works.
Every time I buy some software or hardware or some shit, my computer responds by exploding which results in all of my files being lost (I have used my recovery disk about 10 times).

EVen if I had any updates to update, I won't be able to update. I'm spending Friday and Saturday in Manchester, at Gay Pride with my family. It's going to be amazing, haha. I bought some rainbow braces to wear (braces as in fashion braces, not teeth braces). So yeah.

I seriously need some updates (The whole summer holidsays I have spent inside, no one would dare leave there house to accompany me, which resulted in me going out alone but being to scared to crack out the camera incase someone thought I was a weirdo. The staff of Warrington HMV already think so - I don't see what is odd about spending 3 hours in a record store personally)! I might get some random pictures at pride, but probably not. For someone aspiring to work in photography, I'm awfully shy of getting my camera out. I started the whole emoticon making business but got fed up quickly and just uploaded the ones I made to photobucket instead ([link]). But, I've been throwing up some sketches (not literally, that'd be weird) but unfortuatley my scanner makes my computer explode. And is crap anyway. So, hopefully I'll be able to recreate or trace them in once I have my tablet. You just know something will go wrong!

This journal has gone on for ages. Virtual giving of a gold star to anyone who actually reads this!
Well, I'm off. Who else is up for falling into a sugar induced diabetic coma whilst watching daytime tv?

x

Its August.
Thats means 3 things:
1. It is time to post a journal before Ben kills me.
2. It is nearly my birthday.
3. I'LL BE GETTING A TABLET SOON!
*explosion*

I'm not getting a good tablet or anything, and knowing me and my laptop it won't be compatible. Everytime I buy something for my laptop it says "this is not compatible, self destruction etc etc."
But yeah, I convinced my father to part with some of his precious money so that he might possibly buy me a tablet for my birthday.

And as seen as I can't even afford batteries for my camera at the moment, I'll hopefully be able to upload something. I've been working at making emoticons aswell, which went unsuccesfully. So I've just been uploading a few different things to throw into the cake of superiority, etc. yes. Well.
Au revoir.

Discoteca Vicio x